Wednesday, January 28, 2009

He would be 3 today

And that's all I can say. I fear if the tears begin to fall they may never stop.


Cure For Kayden said...

3 years

seems like just yesturday that you were pregnant and rushing to hospital and then he was born.

everything was fine for a few hours.. then suddenly the news filtered thru.. that alex was special and needed a lot of help.

i think of alex often... since his birth was in the middle of hubbys 2nd cancer setback the two events.. his life and battle and hubbys battle are firmly woven together.

i still tell people all the time about alex, his fight... his wonderful mum.. who i know and love and are friends with.. but never met except through the puter.

alex will never EVER be forgotten by me..i will never forget his presence.

i want to say happybirthday but i dont know that its approriate or not.

my life has certianly been inhanced and changed by his presence... how ever brief... so thats certainly happy... but i know you wish he was here to celebrate with and love... and for those reasons happy birthday seems inapproiate (am i making sense???)

i am glad alex was here... i have learnt so much from him and from you kat. i wish i could say or do something that would help, but i know theres nothing that will change how you feel today and everyday.

i better go before i keep babbling... just wanted you to know what i am thinking and feeling today.

PBandJ said...

Send a kiss to Heaven and tell him happy birthday; he is listening and he knows you love him.

Sabrina said...

I am so so sorry Kat! Huge hugs.

Jena9286 said...

God Bless!

jay_say said...

Just take it one day at a time. He's with God and they are watching and taking care of you every day.