Monday, April 14, 2008

I did it

Today I made an appointment to see a counselor. I see her tomorrow afternoon. I realized that I do need someone to talk to, someone to help me sort things out and that can't be just random people, it has to be someone outside my situation entirely who won't judge me. I've gotten a few emails from people saying "eh, just don't let anything people say bother you" but to be honest, I think i'm just fragile enough right now that I wouldnt' be able to do that. I need time to be able to do that.


So, I know some of you are breathing a sigh of relief that after 2 years I'm finally getting some help. Maybe you knew all along something I didn't. I just don't want anyone to confuse my passion with my craziness. That's all. Even when I'm not crazy I'm still passionate. Or maybe it's that even when I'm not passionate I'm still crazy? Nah!

2 comments:

Bran said...

You have been through alot Citcat. Having someone to talk to that you don't "really" know can help out alot. I don't know what I would have done had I not had the support group that I went to monthly. Back then I didn't think it helped anything but looking back now, I see it made a world of difference to me. You know I am always here if you need me.

Trista said...

I Love You!